Wednesday, November 12, 2008

2. Thoughts of him..

Late night Nov. 12, i can't help myself but think of him. Wondering if his also into this same thing as i am. As i listen to my Imeem fave list, i heard this song, entitled COLLIDE.. Here is the lyrics and MP3. Play it if you wish to listen. (wait- the player is loading)



Collide Lyrics

by Howie Day

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide

I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
You somehow find, you and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
Some lines remind me of me and him.. They're on the red fonts..

I have always been open, willing for a conversation and reconciliation while he always disagree. Wherever i go, thoughts of him, memorie of him reminds me so much. And i wonder why they always me me smile.

The chorus implies, "The best things/or the perfect things may also have their errors and mistakes." So we should not worry and think that being wrong will be forever. At times we have to accept failure.. But still at the end, he would always be a part of me,and i will always be of his past.. whether he likes it or not.. No matter how hard he try of pushing me away, things will always bring us back close. Closer than we may imagine.

Next. . When you're close to me i won't make moves to annoy you.. I always want you happy even if it costs me silence and being alone. But then honestly i find it hard to accept and realize that am causing you too much trouble, that even in your quiet moments, or even in your sleep am still haunting you. Sorry for that- honestly it wasn't my intention to bug you even in your darkness nights.. Coz you know..the feeling is mutual.. See you..

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