Actually this is my first for this new personalized blog of mine.
After my prayer last Wednesday, dated Nov. 05, 2008 - everything went out almost perfect.I agree it was my humblest and sincerest prayer i ever had because the answers were instant! Some of my prayers, i believed only God could answer them, but never did i imagined of having them granted immediately.. So here is a list of them..
1. God use me as an effective worship leader for my Sunday slot.
2. If a part of my ineffective ministry is because of *him*..then let him and i patch things up..so i would know..
3. Job application development.
4. Good health for me and my loved ones.
5. God's will for me and my siblings.
So what happened next?..i brought these matters to the Lord..with a humble heart. Like a little child telling stories and asking favors to a beloved father. With a positive outlook of receiving them as soon as the father finds good timing of giving it.
After the service,I stayed outside the church as i waved goodbye to my friends and church mates (their actually *his* family).. A few minutes later, he and a friend of ours went out. The friend uttered, "Bye ate Cathy" and i responded.. "babye". To my surprise, *he* said "Bye Cath", and of great surprise and amazement never did i said a thing but just whispered - OMG! OMG! OMG! (Oh My God). Am i dreaming? or an answered prayer before me?,,They looked back at me and i believe so i was in shocked. Our friend teased him " AH waLa, hindi pnansin"..then *he* said-looking at me, "Buti pa ang iba tao, pnapansin mO, aKo-.... with words i hear no more because of the distance from me to him..I got inside still in doubt, if i was just dreaming or am i really awake?
When i got home, i hardly even had sleep that night till Saturday came..so fast.. i was looking forward to seeing him but his sister said he can't be with us because he's not feeling well. I cared for him in a way am not to show.. so i just said "oo aLam ko bsta ako mgLEad my SaKit tlg sya".. I intend it to be a joke but got guilty yesterday on when i found out from his mom that it was actually true.
So going back to the morning service. I saw him, but me on the Altar with a ready heart, I asked God to be with me as i lead the praises. I never felt that ready and bless, anointed. So i felt God's moving. As i look in him, i just can't understand how i feel. He wore BLUE Tshirt that time while mine was white blouse and neck tie paired with my BLUE long sKirt.. Always gives me a meaning with our outfit coincidences. I remembered way back. A week of wearing same colors of Uppers for almost every service we had. These are the coincidences which i had given malice to.
Oct. 25, Practice - Blue
Oct. 26, Church - Green
Oct. 28, Harana - Blue
Oct. 28,(Ptr. Bong's Bday) - Semi Green
Oct. 29, Wed - Blue
Nov. 01, Practice - Fuchsia w/ his sisters
Nov. 02, Church - Pink
Nov. 09, Church - Blue - My skirt
What coincidences right?
So last Nov. 09, me and kUya Kem submitted our applications via Ate PHy to be handed to the Medco office through kuya Obin. The application was dated Nov. 10.. An answered prayer yesterday, Nov. 11 me and Kuya received confirmation from the office and informed us for our job exam dated Nov. 15, 2008 Saturday @ 8-12 noon :)
He received a text message while i received a long distance phone call. PRaises be to God for His immediate response :)
Today, we attended our Prayer Meeting Service after our short bday dinner with LoLo NArds.
We presented to the congregation our prayer requests about our job application. Everyone was happy. Saw the blink from their hopeful eyes. Everyone desires the best for me and Kuya, surely. :) From that on, i was anticipating for mystery in his every move. I remembered before our quiet moments, i saw him going back to his place, him wearing his cap, i felt something. I may be called OA or exaggerated, but am so sure i felt a ray of his stare at me. But his cap hides his look. So i just wish my hopes are true. I even remembered his sweet sister's gesture. She came close to me and hugged me. Asking " Ate Cath iwan mo na kami"? i answered back, "OO" :( Then again she asked, " Iwan mo na c Kuya? " then immediately i answered , "Dba sya man nauna ng-iwan?" with a smile on our faces.
The prayers were offered then, me and kuya with an empty heart and a vocal acknowledgement to the Lord as the provider of our every needs. I received blessings from ate Imah( P100.00) God Bless her. Then i received a look from him.. (God Bless him too..ahaha)
I have always desired the best for him. The Lord knows it. He was never out of my prayers. Whether it's me or not he would be with in the future, i wanted the best for him. In every aspect of his life. Family, school and eventually work, spiritual life and even when it makes me teary thinking of his and my future love life- i will always pray the best for him..
Lord God, let everything take place accordingly to Your plans. Me and Kuya Kem really desire for these jobs. Let us help in providing for ourselves, for our family and for our church *financially* Thanks, Glory and honor to You alone.
Blessed be Your Holy Name...Amen..
After my prayer last Wednesday, dated Nov. 05, 2008 - everything went out almost perfect.I agree it was my humblest and sincerest prayer i ever had because the answers were instant! Some of my prayers, i believed only God could answer them, but never did i imagined of having them granted immediately.. So here is a list of them..
1. God use me as an effective worship leader for my Sunday slot.
2. If a part of my ineffective ministry is because of *him*..then let him and i patch things up..so i would know..
3. Job application development.
4. Good health for me and my loved ones.
5. God's will for me and my siblings.
So what happened next?..i brought these matters to the Lord..with a humble heart. Like a little child telling stories and asking favors to a beloved father. With a positive outlook of receiving them as soon as the father finds good timing of giving it.
After the service,I stayed outside the church as i waved goodbye to my friends and church mates (their actually *his* family).. A few minutes later, he and a friend of ours went out. The friend uttered, "Bye ate Cathy" and i responded.. "babye". To my surprise, *he* said "Bye Cath", and of great surprise and amazement never did i said a thing but just whispered - OMG! OMG! OMG! (Oh My God). Am i dreaming? or an answered prayer before me?,,They looked back at me and i believe so i was in shocked. Our friend teased him " AH waLa, hindi pnansin"..then *he* said-looking at me, "Buti pa ang iba tao, pnapansin mO, aKo-.... with words i hear no more because of the distance from me to him..I got inside still in doubt, if i was just dreaming or am i really awake?
When i got home, i hardly even had sleep that night till Saturday came..so fast.. i was looking forward to seeing him but his sister said he can't be with us because he's not feeling well. I cared for him in a way am not to show.. so i just said "oo aLam ko bsta ako mgLEad my SaKit tlg sya".. I intend it to be a joke but got guilty yesterday on when i found out from his mom that it was actually true.
So going back to the morning service. I saw him, but me on the Altar with a ready heart, I asked God to be with me as i lead the praises. I never felt that ready and bless, anointed. So i felt God's moving. As i look in him, i just can't understand how i feel. He wore BLUE Tshirt that time while mine was white blouse and neck tie paired with my BLUE long sKirt.. Always gives me a meaning with our outfit coincidences. I remembered way back. A week of wearing same colors of Uppers for almost every service we had. These are the coincidences which i had given malice to.
Oct. 25, Practice - Blue
Oct. 26, Church - Green
Oct. 28, Harana - Blue
Oct. 28,(Ptr. Bong's Bday) - Semi Green
Oct. 29, Wed - Blue
Nov. 01, Practice - Fuchsia w/ his sisters
Nov. 02, Church - Pink
Nov. 09, Church - Blue - My skirt
What coincidences right?
So last Nov. 09, me and kUya Kem submitted our applications via Ate PHy to be handed to the Medco office through kuya Obin. The application was dated Nov. 10.. An answered prayer yesterday, Nov. 11 me and Kuya received confirmation from the office and informed us for our job exam dated Nov. 15, 2008 Saturday @ 8-12 noon :)
He received a text message while i received a long distance phone call. PRaises be to God for His immediate response :)
Today, we attended our Prayer Meeting Service after our short bday dinner with LoLo NArds.
We presented to the congregation our prayer requests about our job application. Everyone was happy. Saw the blink from their hopeful eyes. Everyone desires the best for me and Kuya, surely. :) From that on, i was anticipating for mystery in his every move. I remembered before our quiet moments, i saw him going back to his place, him wearing his cap, i felt something. I may be called OA or exaggerated, but am so sure i felt a ray of his stare at me. But his cap hides his look. So i just wish my hopes are true. I even remembered his sweet sister's gesture. She came close to me and hugged me. Asking " Ate Cath iwan mo na kami"? i answered back, "OO" :( Then again she asked, " Iwan mo na c Kuya? " then immediately i answered , "Dba sya man nauna ng-iwan?" with a smile on our faces.
The prayers were offered then, me and kuya with an empty heart and a vocal acknowledgement to the Lord as the provider of our every needs. I received blessings from ate Imah( P100.00) God Bless her. Then i received a look from him.. (God Bless him too..ahaha)
I have always desired the best for him. The Lord knows it. He was never out of my prayers. Whether it's me or not he would be with in the future, i wanted the best for him. In every aspect of his life. Family, school and eventually work, spiritual life and even when it makes me teary thinking of his and my future love life- i will always pray the best for him..
Lord God, let everything take place accordingly to Your plans. Me and Kuya Kem really desire for these jobs. Let us help in providing for ourselves, for our family and for our church *financially* Thanks, Glory and honor to You alone.
Blessed be Your Holy Name...Amen..
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